and in the end

for all the words left unspoken and all the thoughts left untouched, sometimes in life, things are just not meant to be.

i used to think if i tried hard enough, did everything as soon as possible, things would go my way and i would have my heart's desires. little did i know that in my haste, i have lost everything.

for me to say stop and take it easy is honestly my opinion of how it should actually be. i've learned not to take things for granted for we may not know when they will be taken away from us.

but to know something that i have wanted to know for so long at such a wrong time, i realized that timing is almost as important as having affection at all.

for me to say that life is unfair is going against my beliefs, so i put my heart out and pray that this shit won't happen to me anymore.

for the misunderstandings and the near misses, i'm sorry. if i had known, we would've been more than friends. but wishing and hoping for the what ifs of the past won't make me feel any better off.