bukan sebab nak

sekarang ni tengah trend orang bercinta. orang confess rasa suka sana sini. tibe-tibe rasa mcm lonely pulak. lepastu pikir balik, 'asal ak ni takde balak ek? tak cun ke? scary sangat ke? kejantanan sangat ke? dua alam sangat ke?'. oih, sedar diri sikit Yang, ko tu yang commitment phobe. nnt ad balak dok risau sini sana. belajar sume terbang ke laut. nak jawab apa kat Abah (bukan nama sebenar nor is he my dad)? 'I'm sorry, I was crazy shadow.'? okay, baca kaichou wa maid sama sambil berangan Usui wujud lagi best. still gila bayang jugak.

whatever.

aku nak orang ckp kat aku, 'Aku suka ko.'. mcm hipokrit je ckp ni je ak nak, tapi bila org ckp, 'Aku suke ko sbb ko bla bla bla bla bla', I start to lose faith. kenapa nak kene terangkan kenapa suke? suke sbb suke la. tak perlu reason utk suke.

a guy recently told me that he liked me and left his gf for me. screw that. been there and done that. lepastu he went ahead and changed his relationship status to single and had the effing guts to brag at me, 'eh, you dh tgk relationship status i?'. jadi? ko nak ak buat apa? fall at your feet and ckp ak suke kat ko jugak? lpstu seminggu tak layan, dh in a relationship balik. with the same girl. hey dude, you have a switch on your feelings ke? bak maih, nak pinjam. and no, from the start mmg die nih dh shady pun, so i didn't fall for it. it reminded me of a certain person all too much.

and they say i'm a feminist. that i'm judging the whole carton of apples based on a single bad one. i have no reason to believe otherwise. but so do they.